by t.r. san
@thedark a stomach size of a car dent ∈ my body ⊇ hunger
⊇ all felt ⇔ named by every+any plenty-of fish ∈ “the sea”
@thedark every bkk motel room has a fishgirl watching me
blackhair paleface v onryō v yamamura sadako always
in surveillance |is a headmistress |is a torsomaster, torment
as facelessness—she sees everything. giveaway backpack
from verizon, cute-zipped, slipped off. a real doozy of
that clean floor. noisethennoise. get them offfffff meee!!
she’s a spy 4 the fish a real 17-9 bootlicker/ seacapitalist
wheel-n-axle/ “i lie here buried w/ my rings & my dresses”
-coded—now, @thedark, the fish know everything abt me
i.e. the wrong wrongs the wrongs’ wrongs i can’t take it
how they’ll crash my return flight 2 ygn & kiss me dead
bloated w/ v v blue waters i.e. the current-run lcd 2 watch
me fuck every1 & thing up so ∵ dying>fishlips everywhere
, i had last words of a shooting star queued 4 every airport
@thedark i may go a little haywire ⇒ muscle spasms fucked
¬ a letting-go; @thedark girls keep floating up 2 the surface
a girl floats up 2 the surface
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t.r. san is writing a book about schizopoetic robotgirls.
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